A little over a year ago, in December 2023 Iku Kawaguchi was part of a group show with Aleksandra Waliszewska and Emmanuelle Pidoux called ‘Horse Romance’. 6 months prior to that we released a book with Iku called ‘frozengirl’. It was edited and designed by Stephen Z Hayes. I asked Iku if she could write something about her show, which is what follows.
How did this show come about?
This was born out of a very strange connection. And this relationship was also born and nurtured within Tumblr. Around 2009, I started a Tumblr and was approached by France's "Frederic Magazine" to create a book together. On that team was Emmanuelle Pidoux. Frederic Magazine previously produced a book with Aleksandra Walizewska. Around the same time, I first saw Aleksandra's paintings on Tumblr and fell in love. She is like a god. I felt lucky just to be around the same time as her. I think I was able to continue drawing because of my admiration for her.
Emmanuelle then published zines of her favorite artists on her own label. Aleksandra and I were there too. Over the years, this exhibition was made possible through negotiations with a gallery owner that Aleksandra has a close relationship with.
It really is like a dream. It felt so dream-like and unreal. It's still the same today. I still don't know if it was real or not. I met Emmanuelle and Aleksandra for the first time in real life.
I think I was shy and couldn't connect with nature [naturally]. However, because we got to know each other through drawing, I feel like we understood each other. The gallery owner and staff were warm, professional and absolutely wonderful. They provided me and Emmanuelle with a nice apartment. Aleksandra is a superstar so many people came to the opening. And the beautiful Zuzanna Bartoszek, who contributed the text for this exhibition, read it aloud.
I think I was too excited, a combination of lack of sleep, wine, nervousness, and happiness. Looking at the photos later, I was embarrassed, but I realized that as long as the people who are important to me understand me, it doesn't matter how others see me.
It was the highlight of my life. After that, I became a bit of an empty shell, but when I look back on my life, it was always drawing that brought me beautiful news.
Also an encounter.
‘KONSKI ROMANCE’ was a gift from the god of drawing. He says, “Go on.” Perhaps.
Thanks for the drawing.
Iku Kawaguchi lives and works in Tokyo. frozengirl collects drawings made between 2008 and 2023. You can find her on tumblr and instagram.